I have now come to the great realization that what we had was something I will never find again. It was something i will never be able to share with anyone else in my life again. You were the love of my life and i will never be able to replace that. But sadly, we cant be together, because right now it just isn’t the time. Maybe later in the future if its meant to be then we can be brought together again, but until, and if ever we meet again, I’m trying the best i can to move on and go throughout my everyday life trying not to think of you.. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do by cutting you out of my life and letting you go, but i know now that you are moving on, and just knowing that makes me feel better. Sure i should feel worse that you are with someone else, but in reality it makes me happy because it has allowed me to understand that you are moving on in life and i have an overwhelming sense of relief when i think of that. I can honestly say that i’m heart brokenly smitten with you and i always will be, but tragedy is all too well apart of life and to love is to suffer. I will always carry a piece of you with me because you were mine and i was yours and i will always have a connection with you no matter where we both are in this world, but i just have to let go, because holding onto you is killing me.